School started back and now it’s September! The days seem to
be flying off the calendar, and we are as busy as ever! Most everything seems
to be moving at breakneck speed and yet, among grading papers, lesson planning,
baseball practices, recorder concerts (definitely a ploy to get parents to come
to the band meeting), sight words and did I mention laundry for six people . .
. our adoption process seems to be on the slow boat to China!!!
By the way, we did
receive news that our paperwork is moving again. Yay!!! We’re hoping our
dossier will be heading to China in two weeks . . . hopefully on a plane, not a
boat!
As the days turn to weeks, and the weeks to months, I find
myself constantly thinking of Baby Girl. Across a continent and an ocean, there’s
a Bray baby waiting. Waiting for arms to hold her . . . waiting for goodnight
kisses and bedtime prayers . . . waiting for shared secrets with her big
sister. . . waiting
And I am waiting. As I wait . . . I wonder . . . is she being cared for . . .
is somebody holding her bottle . . . is she healthy . . . is someone whispering
while they hold her . . . your mommy loves you . . . your daddy’s coming soon .
. . I can hardly stand the thought that we are here. . . and she is there
When Jesus ascended into heaven, He told His followers that
He had to go in order that the Comforter could come. The Holy Spirit . . . able
to be in all places at once. . . here in
Georgia and with Baby Girl in China. It is in that knowledge I find peace. Though
I can’t hold her, Baby Girl is not alone, and when I wonder . . . I know the
Comforter is there . . . preparing her heart . . . and ours
. . .
Although we long for the day when the wait is over, we trust
that our Father is at work . . . for He understands waiting. In fact, He too is
waiting . . . waiting for the day that His children will take up eternal
residence with their forever family. But
until then . . . He is here and He is there
. . . offering comfort, constantly reminding . . . you are loved . . . your Father is coming . . . soon
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